Monday, June 06, 2005


I feel very detached from everything and everyone. My husband has been making an effort to spend more time with me, but I feel like he's spending less. I feel very, very alone. I haven't gotten a OFS lesson in several months (since before I started this blog). I'm in a pit. I can't even hate--it takes too much effort.

1 comment:

soulcompanion2700 said...

Hi Gevera,

Sounds like you are in the wrong space and time. Maybe if you were in Mesoamerica somewhere, let's say, 1000 years ago, you would feel less distant from things. But then again, were the good old days really that good lol? I mean can you imagine, no air conditioning lol? But seriously, our inner beings, yearn for conditions and people, that are distant from us at times.